Hello Lost Glade i have some news for you all. Silly died about 2 months ago. He had been feeling very down and decided to end it all. I know he used to frequent here alot and talked about the people and community here and how he felt liked here unlike anywhere else so i came to tell you that he is gone...
...About two months ago Silly Dragon Elf the Third went to a local tattoo shop. When he left he had started down a path to a better life! You see he had gotten a Phoenix Tattoo on his right shoulder (fairly big too, with colour. Looks great). This was to symbolise a start of a new person as the Phoenix rises from the ashes being reborn anew.
Since then i have been alot more positive and even happy! My job has gotten better with more hours (full-time now instead of part-time) and being promoted to supervisor with a little pay rise too! I no longer feel like an outsider and have recently got into contact with old friends thanks to a chance meeting in a train station!
So The old me is dead and buried and now i am new with a better outlook on life and better hope for the future! My Phoenix watches over my shoulder as my old self still casts some shadow over my life but as long as it is there thats all it will be, a shadow ie. behind me (unless you have a light source from there but anyways that sounded cool).
I am blowing the dust off of my warhammer models and grimacing at the grey and silver look of them. I guess my old self was a lazy git eh? So i'm gonna start painting them (i promise!) and already got some ideas.
I thank you all for your kind words and friendly comments. Also for support you gave me in both life and warhammer.
So i guess all thats left to say is "Honey i'm home!"
SDETT
PS: The washing machines nearly got me but i escaped them! (i guess old habits die hard...)
This post has been edited by Silly Dragon Elf the Third on Aug 25 2009, 06:25 PM