Live's Of The Winchesters

[maxandkiz]

Loved Jeff trying to tell John that all kids are different. His boys sound cool. Maybe being around Jeff and his boys will help John with his "Sammy should be just like Dean" attitude. Can't wait for Sam to meet the gang.
The spirits going after the youngest doesn't sound good. Can't wait to see what happens next.

[SAMMY'S GIRL!!]

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[Kay-lee]

Chapter six

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Sam met the hardy family, above all they seam like real nice people, but the boy's are all Dean's age roughly and they remind Sam of his brother too.

All afternoon they've been talking about Rock music, which Dean likes, classic cars which Dean like and girls which yet again Dean likes.

Sam's been feeling left out for over an hours now, he's sitting in silence druming his fingers on the kitchen table, he would give anything for an argument with his dad now, but him and Jeff are reseraching about the hunt, which is a drag cause' Sam could actually being helping them too.Not actually looking forward to this hunt but it beats staying in thi cabin being strangled to death by bordom.

"Dude keep it down" Dean told his brother off.

Sam was ready to give an angry comment but instead he simply said "Okay" and stopped drumming his fingers instently.

Dean looked at his younger brother thoughtfully, thinking why Sam's so mellow all of a sudden but he let it pass and continued his chat to his new friends.

"Man you should she Kayleigh--Phwar now her--" Todd whistled through his teath "---She was hottie"

"Yeah--who turned lover boy here down--"Greg looked at Todd who scowlded at him"--Right romeo?"

"No she said she would think about it--cause' she' not ready for a realationship yet is all." He said positively, straightening his posture in his chair.

Sam looked at his and shook his head, Dean just raised an amused eyebrow at the conversation while Rico was smirking sitting beside him.

"And how long as it been ace?"Rico smickered

"Does it matter" Todd barked

"Maybe I should see if I could hook up with her" Dean spoke to Todd across the table.

"Not helping" They all snickered at that except Sam who wasn't paying attention anymore to the conversation that was in front of him.

The conversation went on for another 10 minutes, thats when Dean finaly...Finaly... noticed hi little brother was quite, to quite and he finaly snapped.

"Whats wrong?" Dean asked looking at his brother, the conversation hualted.

"Nothing." Sam sighed deaply.

"Whats the problem man? cause this attitude of yours i really starting to piss me off" Dean said with annoyance.

"Well sorry for sitting here litening to you and these guys talking about shit---While i'm sitting here minding my own business--so yeah sorry for being quite" Sam said furiously

"Sam.Go away with your going to be so f***ing mad about it--I only asked, jeez"

"Fine"He spat

Sam stood up and pushed the chair under the table, causing the top of it to slam into the table making it bounce.

He grabbed his jacket from the back of the chair and went through the back door and slammed it in his wake.

"SAM!" Dean shouted , too late the door slammed.

Dean got up cursing under his breath as he did so and made his way to the door in after his brother but stooped by a hand on his arm, he looked down at it and reconized it was Rico's.

"Dude let him go" Dean said calmly

"Dean give him time man--Let him cool off"

"What's with him anyway?" Todd asked

Dean looked up at him but said nothing to answer his question, he jerked out of Rico's grasped and opened the back door.

"Guys I gotta find him and when I do I'm going to Lame his ass I swear"He growled.

Then he was gone.

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John and Jeff who were upstairs in Jeffs study room, reading through the notes that Jeffs boy's had sucked up when they heard a door slam.

"What on earth..."Jeff muttered to John who was looking at the door.

John walked over to the window and saw his youngest walking to the Impala and he slammed his fist on the near by table in frustraisin.

"I'll be back soon" John growled.

And with that, he was out the door down stairs ignoring the puzzlements on the three young boy's faces and out the back door heading for his youngest.

Jeff went down stairs at short time after and stood at the the doorframe.

"What happened?" Jeff ordered

"Dunno Dad Sam just kinda lost it and stormed out" Greg told him.

Jeff shook his head, this hunt was going to beat the death of him.

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[Kay-lee]

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[Kay-lee]

Okay it's a chapter, but not a big one....

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Chapter seven

Sam was feeling pretty losy to say the least, he felt guilty for yet again at snapping at his brother.He kept on walking untill he made it to the Impala's door.

"SAM!" Dean shouted from behind him and Sam flinched slightly but turned around.

"Get back in the house Sam" Dean sneared his voice dangerously low, and kept advancing on Sam.

Sam took a deap shutering breath and met his eye's to his brothers who looked angry as f***ing hell. Sam was stook with two options, just jump in the Impala and lock himself in there or just to come Face-to-Face with his brother.

"Dean I can't do this" Sam spoke softly and it surprised himself.

Dean stopped two steps infroont of his brother and looked down at his brother.Sam looked...Looked....Sorrowfull and felt softer but only for a second for what he heard come out of his brother's mouth.

"I don't wamt to do this hunt" He said gentely. Please don't hate me...Sam prayed mentally.

But before Dean could reply....

"What was that?!" Came an all to cold voice from the shadows.

Sam's eye's widened "Dad look I..." He started , now looking at his Father who was walking upon to Dean's side.

"So thats what your planning on doing huh?---Leaving us? Just gunna hop into the Impala drive away to 'Normal'?"John roard at his youngest.

Sam flinched at his tone and what he said hurt Sam, wounded him, he would never leave his family, and if he left if wouldn't be becaue he wanted to, he just doesn't want this to be his life.He loves his Father and Brother, he would do anything for them even if it meant death.

Oh god dad... Dean thought, he looked at his brother, he looked like a puppy who has just been kicked.Sammy...

"Dad I would never leave" Sam said softly."I just.."

"Just what samuel?" John spat.

"Nothing" Sam mumbeled, his father would kill him if he said that he didn't like hunting and that he wanted to be the 'N' word, so he stopped.

"Dad calm down" Dean said gentely, putting himself between his family members.

And John just bore daggers at Sam before turning around and heading back towards the cabin without uttering another word.

"Dad I'm sorry" Sam called to him with tears in his eyes, but John just Kept on walking as if he didn't hear his son.

More and more he found himself at odds with his dad and no matter what he did, it didn’t seem to be enough. He was slowly coming to accept the fact that although he loved his dad and knew his dad loved him in return, they didn’t like each other, and he was afraid it would happen to his brother too, and he didn't want that seperation to happen, he couldn't handle it.

"Dean..."Sam whispered but Dean walked away...

Dean walked away.

His Protector walked away.

His Hero walked away.

His Brother walked away.

From him.

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[Kay-lee]

Okay another chapter, and it's a little heat renching.....

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Chapter eight.

Dean kept on walking, and with every step he kept thinking if he was doing the right thing.

Maybe if Sam has nobody he will apologise, Mybe if Sam has nobody his act would change and maybe if Sam had nobody then Sam will think of how he is eftected by the way his brother argues with his father and maybe Sam will learn an important lesson in life.

To think of others.

Dean kept on walking and never looked back, only when when he heard the Impala's door slam shut.

Dean gazed over his shoulder to see Sam sitting shotgun in the Impala looking out towards the trees, Dean new Sam wouldn't drive it cause he was to young and plus Dean has the keys.

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John just burst threw the backdoor starteling the Hardy family.

"John you alright?" Jeff asked casualy

John was pacing the kitchen room trieing desperately to burn off some of his anger and calm down, but coming on no avail.

"Do I look like i'm okay?" John snapped at his friend.

"Hey!--he only asked--I don't appreciate you talking to my dad like that--" Greg snapped at the oldest winchester and was about to get up but his father was behind him and put two strong hands on either one of his shoulders.

"It's okay son John's just having some family issues which he is going to sort out"Jeff arrowed his words to John.

Nothing."John!"

"Your right--"John heaved a sigh and sat down on one of the free chairs and rubbed a tierd hand over his face.

Jeff looked at his companion and took a mental note on how tierd and worn out he looked.

"Boy's give us a minute" Jeff said camly to his boys and felt greg tense under his grip, his other sons looked at him with an unsure gaze.

"it's alright boy's--go on" Jeff assured.

Once the boys were out, Jeff shut the kitchen door tp have some privacy and sat down facing his friend and pointed at him.

"Time for us to have a little talk"

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Dean never went back into the house, he just sat on the porch step with his elbows leaning on his knees and his chin resting on over his cupped hands.

He felt somebody tapping him on his shoulder and looked up to see Todd, Rico and greg.

"Mind if we joinn ya?" Todd asked and Dean just scooted over in response and the boy's sat down next to him.

"You know--couldn't help noticing you and your family are having a little problem --"Greg broke the silence "--And if your dad hits my dad i swear man i will--"

"Dude--"Todd smacks the back of his brothers head"--John wont do a thing"

Dean wasn't paying attention he was still watching his brother sitting in the Impala, not making an effort at coming out anytime soon.

"You okay man" Rico nuged Dean lightly

"Not really" Dean said sadly who was refusing from taking his eye's away from his brother.

Todd looked at were his friend was looking to see a very sad little boy who looked younger than his age.

"Dean take my advice--"Todd started but was interupted

"Oh God Todd's got advice--not good" Rico attemted to lighten the mood but wasn't sucessful.

Greg gave him a ' Shut the hell up" look and Rico just puoted, crossing his arm's over his chest.

"--Go talk to him"

"No."Dean stated

"Why the hell not?" Greg gasped.

Dean looked tore his gaze away from his bvrother to look at Greg in the eye and replied.

"I'm teaching him a lesson"

"Dude your not teaching him anything"Rico spoke a-matter-of-favtly while he started getting up.

"And how the hell would you know!" Dean spoke harshly

"Because I was once in Sam's place!"Rico said in the same tone as Dean.

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"John you gotta talk to your son man"Jeff spoke smoothly.

"I know it's just--"

"Just nothing John!--"Jeff got up from his chair and slammed his hands on the tale causing the winchester to jump slightly and look dead in the eye."--Your son is out there--and he needs his father"

"No he doesnt"John said matter-of-factly, not bothering to get up.

"How can you say that John?" Jeff said astonished

"Because that danm son of mine hasn'tr got anything better to do than to question my orders--Argue with me and then-just outside-he said doesn't want to do this hunt"

"Of cause he's going to be like this John--Hes still a teenager--and a young one if that--and if you don't change your ways with Sam--hell with Dean too--I gaurantee your gunna loose one or maybe even both of your sons!"Jeff snarled.

John snoted"And how whould you know?--go on humour me!"

"Fine!"

"Fine."John repeated

"My son's was in the situation your-son's are in right now--and one of them threatened to take away his life!--"Jeff had a film of water overlaying his eye's."--I was just like you with them--i pushed Rico to far and he broke, he slit his writs John--he was inhospital--If Todd and Greg didn't get there in time--I would have lost the last piece of silver of Hannah i have left--it broke my oldest son's and it took a hell of a time to get over it"

John sat there stunned, shocked and wash of stmpathy heaved over his body, to think of what this family had been through and to think it could happen to his.

Guilt washed over John at the thought he was going to put his baby in that situation and leave Dean to be broken upi about it.

One thing for sure--John's going to make things right.

"I'm so sorry Jeff--I didn't--"John said softly.

"It doesn't matter anymore--and if you don't sort it iut soon--your Son's are going to be broken"

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"Mom--"Sam started "--I hope you can hear me from up there--Pastor Jim say's you can--"There ws a pause"--I just want to say that dad and Dean are mad are me--" Sam's eye's stared to well up "--but i don't know what to do mom, I said sorry to Dad but he didn't care and Dean just walked away---they both left me--I wish you were here, Dean say's that you always make things better--thats what I want you to do now mom--I want you here--and I want Dad to be proud of me--But no matter how hard I try nothing is good enough--" Tears were leaking down Sam's cheeks"---I don't blame them if they hate me--I deserve it, I've been stupid recently and i'm a screw up Dean said so himself---"A sob broke from Sam's lips has he furiuosly wipped his tears away"--I just--sometimes I think you should be here and I should be there---"
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*Hands out kleenex*

[SAMMY'S GIRL!!]

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Chapter nine

It's been an hour, Sam's still looking up to the skyas if they would grant him the peace that he sought.

When his Father left him, Sam knew he was broken but now that his brother left him too, Sam knew he was not worthy of anything or anyone.

There was no longer any Anger, no hate there was just Fear, Pain and lonelyness for Sam in the end Sam knew that it would end him.

Sam lay his head back on the seat hoping he could just sleep so the dull, aching and hollow wound buried in his heart would be forgotten, just for a little while.

A new and unexpected question popped into Sam's brain that burned into his very soul.

Why did his dad save him, and not his mom?

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Dean had been an idiot, hell he is and Idiot, he was partly responseable of breaking his brother and what Rico told him earlier he felt like he just been sucker punched in the gut.

The feeling that Sam could slit his wrists or do something worse, because of him made Dean want to rip his own heart out, he was meant to protecte Sam not to break him.

There was a rift growing within his own family, and Dean could not do anything but stand back and watch it grown wider.

No!

Dean is going to do something about it, and he's going to start by fixing his broken and bleeding brother, and it will happen even if it kills him.

Dean was apart of this family and he was a winchester, and a winchester would never give up.

He started walking towards the Imapala were his brother was still at, and with stride he was thinking and whising that Sam would find it, in his big kind heart to forgive his brother, but if he didn't Dean would understand, cause he knows he's a horrible brother.

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Sam was awaken by someone putting strong arms under his legs and one under his neck attemting to pick him up.

Hunter mode quickly crossed Sam's mind and he began to strugle, he only stopped when he heard the voice he was sure he would never hear again in so much love.

"It's okay Sammy--"Dean picked him up and Sam wrapped his arm's aroud his big brothers neck securely."--I'm here."

Dean pulled Sam tightly to him and Sam buried his face in Dean's chest.

Dean felt a drop of water on his forehead and he looked up to see the once clear sky turn dark and grey, with rain pouring down hard on the two winchesters.

Thunderstorm was coming and Dean knows his little brother well, to know what Sam was affraid of-thunderstorms.

Dean kicked the impala door shut and quickend up his pace when he heard a clap of thunder and Sam whimper slightly.

Dean is on a mission, A mission he will not fail and thats to fix, his once bubbley little brother, from his broken state.

Dean was there now, outside the kitchen door.

He opend it.

Jeff, John, Todd, Greg and Rico were al in there, and everyone went silent of the sight before them.

Sam was gripping onto his brother like a life line and wouldn't let go, with Dean doing the same.

The hunters couldn't tell if Dean had tears rolling down his face or if it was just loose rain drops.

John got up but Dean shook his head and walked on towards the stairs, this only made John determinded to get to his boys but was stopped with a hand on his shoulder pulling back.

"Leave them John..."Jeff spoke for only his friends ears.

John watched his two soaking sons walk up the stairs towards their room, ready to sort things out amung themselves....

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[SAMMY'S GIRL!!]

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Chapter ten

"Sammy,"Dean started softly gentely putting Sam on the bed, trying to pry his little brothrs arms from around his neck but cam to no avail, Sam looked like when he was 5 yesrs old."you have to let go of me."

But Sam mearly shook his head in response.

"Please?" Just another shake.

"Okay if thats the way you want to do it" Dean said playfully and started to tickle Sam's ribcage like he use to do when they were younger, causing Sam to let out a startling sqeek and released his arms from around Dean's neck, trying to pry Dean long fingers from tourturing him much more.

When Dean finaly removed his hand to stand up straight from his hunch form leaning over his brother, Sam grabbed his arm.

"Don't leave me again.."Sam said quitely looking, with his big puppy eyes, in Dean's eye's which made Dean ache inside.

"I'm not gunna leave Sammy, I promise" Sam looked into Dean's eyes to see if he was lying but his eyes were filled honesty and love.

"Okay..."He reluctently took his hand rom his Deans forarm, but a little heastly.

Sam sat up just in case Dean made a run for it to the door, but he didn't Dean mearly sat down next to him, ofering any comfort the child needed.

Desperately Sam looked out of the window battling to keep his emotions in check, before he summend up some courage to tell his brother what he feels inside, that he's weak and he isn't worth a bag of salt.

No!

He doesn't want his brother to know he's worthless and he can prove to his dad that he his a winchester and wont screw up anymore he's just gotta be more like Dean, and he's gunna danm try to even if it kills him.

Cause' he doesn't want his family to leave him but that's what he feels in heart, that bit by bit him and his dad argue and Dean always takes his fathers side, no contest.

Sam got up ready to walk out the door towards the dingy bathroom, that's what Dean does when he's afraid to tell him his feelings and Sam want's to be like Dean right? So it's okay, it will be okay in the end, he'll get through this hunt without a complain! Easy right?

"Sammy?" Dean asked shocked when he saw the bathroom door shut with a soft click, Indicating the locked door.

What the hell am I going to do now? Dean thought
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"Dude you okay?" Greg put a hand on his brothers shoulder, comforting his younger sibling.

After the outburst Rico said to Dean the whole house seams to be tense.

"Yeah dude why shouldn't I be"It wasn't a question, it was a statement.

Greg and Todd shared a glane and looked at Their youngest brother sitting on the bed, sloutched, pinching the bridge of his nose with his hand.

He's not okay.
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Just read this story. It's great. Can't wait to see what happens next.

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