My beautiful banner by the always impressive highvoltagerock Thanks so much, I absolutely freaking love it! This is How a Heart Breaks by bjxmas
This is my 2009 Secret Samta gift for Fandrea (It has been so long she has changed her screen name to Cinca!), who is the most patient and understanding person on the planet! Andi, I am so sorry. I cannot believe how late this is, real life and all…along with that terrible double curse of perfectionism and procrastination. Guilty as charged!
The story turned out longer and more involved than I originally planned, but I hope it was worth the wait. Ugh…how could it possibly be worth this wait? Sincerest apologies. *hides in a corner*
I tend to write from Dean’s perspective, just naturally more in tune with older bro, but I always hope I give Sam his due. I try really hard to get inside his head but I worry that my Dean-sensibilities sometimes override my best efforts. And trying to fulfill a Sam girl’s expectations is scary. I only want to do justice to Sam’s issues and concerns and get it right. I hope my interpretation of Sam works and is consistent with those who know him better.
Andi asked for hurt!Sam, protective!Dean, angst (I offer both the Sammy and Dean variety, with a bonus for Bobby), stubborn and determined Sam, let’s-poke-around-in-Sam’s-head insight, and that deep, brotherly concern we all love so very much.
And we both wanted more fallout from Sam being forced to kill Madison. Even Winchesters can only take so much…and from the ending of the episode, it was clear it shattered both our boys. Whew…I hope I delivered on some of those prompts, and I hope you enjoy. - B.J.
I have a heck of a time posting on this site, so apologies. I'm going to link to two sites where you can read the story. I just don't have the time or inclination at this point to struggle with posting here and then having to redo it when it gets all wonky on me.SupernaturalvilleFanfiction.netI hope you take the time to have a look and that you enjoy my efforts. Thanks for stopping by.B.J.
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