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Link to Silent Voices, Distant Mumurs

Click on the above link to see a total of 18 drabbles covering the questions and concerns and resolution over what is wrong with Sam in S6. The link will take you to fanfiction.net

I don't know why but this site often screws up the punctuation on my stories and even if I fix them, they often revert back to unreadable messes. Sorry about that.

The 100 word drabbles cover the thoughts and observances of Sam, Dean, Bobby, Cas and even Death. I hope you enjoy.

Later, B.J.

:hug


Inspired by 6.05 Live Free or Twihard

Just some wild theories into what might be going on with Sam. Stream of consciousness wonderings and musings. Different perspectives, different explanations. So, what is the truth?

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Chapter One - Inside Man

I'm on the inside looking out.

Curious, studious, trying to figure out what's expected.

There are times I stumble.

Like when Dean asked when we last shared a beer.

I didn't know the answer; what's right, what he would say.

That's when I'm silent, waiting for a distraction so Dean won't suspect.

I've noticed quizzical looks, side glances, like he knows something's not right, but so far I'm fooling him.

I follow Dean's lead.

When he feels concern, I feign my own.

Where he expects a reaction, I mirror his.

Mimicking his behavior, fulfilling his expectations.

Learning, conforming.

This human body is so complex.

The End

bjxmas

October 2010

All standard disclaimers apply.

So, who is "this" Sam and what did he do with "our" Sam?

'Cause I want him back.

But I am loving the mystery and the anticipation.

Where are they taking our Winchesters?

Thanks for reading! :D

B.J.

:hug

Thanks for sharing. I'm wondering that too. I'm just worried this is Sam. Hopefully Friday we'll get answers.

Thanks for the read and review. I honestly think this is Sam with just a critical piece or two missing. I really hope we get some answers on Friday...but I'm sure they will leave enough unsaid to still make us wonder. Either that or they'll throw in a whole nother issue. Can't have the boys getting off too easy, not with these writers.

But I know a happy reunion is coming, so I can wait for that big hug. It's gonna be huge! :D

B.J.

:hug

Inspired by 6.05 Live Free or Twihard

Chapter Two - Running on Empty

How did it feel?

What did you see?

I quiz him, seeking answers, wanting to feel.

Feel through him.

This body feels hollow…empty.

Something is missing.

When I’m with Dean, when we’re alone, I almost feel…something.

Not sure what…maybe a connection, a bond.

Like we’re meant to be together, hunting side by side.

I’ve been observing him…

He’s different.

Not like Samuel or Christian…

With Dean, there are conflicts, choices…decisions.

Tension and turmoil.

Joy and pain.

I can’t tell what he’s thinking. I try…but with Dean it’s never easy.

It’s good he’s here.

We keep each other human.

Interesting concept.

The End

bjxmas

October 2010

All standard disclaimers apply.

Sammy, where are you? And won’t you come back home?