i!SPOILERS!i Eclipse the third book of Twilight series.

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1 : SUNSET

I love you Jacob, I love you more. The words ran through my brain like a annoying commercial that comes on every 3 hours on a television. I tried not to think about the kiss, the tears I shed for the choice I made. But I could not change my choice. I am marrying Edward Cullen not Jacob Black. I am choosing a vampire life over a human life with a werewolf.

I laid on the bed with my legs curled up to my arms where I wrapped my arms around my legs. I kept my eyes closed and let my thoughts run through my mind. I haven't cried yet today but I know I am going to cry in front of anyone who asks me if I am alright. Just the other night Edward tried to help me not to cry but I did. I cried so much till I was tired.

I haven't seen Charlie since yesterday night because I fixed him a warm meal for him. God knows he can't cook at all. I don't know how he is going to eat food without me when I moved out to the Cullens house. I know he will manage without me. He managed without me before I went to live with him when I came to Forks 2 years ago.

I sighed as I placed my feet on the cold wooden floor. I rubbed my eyes with my hand. I opened my eyes slowly and saw Edward sitting in the corner. I knew automatically he has been sitting there all night. He walked over to the uncomfortable bed of mine and hugged me gently. "How did you sleep my love?" He asked like his soft and comforting voice.

I let out a long yawn and looked into his golden eyes. "Well I think I did sleep fine." I lied. Edward sighed and he knew I was lying because I am such a terrible liar. "You are lying Bella. Tell me. I could probably help." He said as he put his muscular arm around me. I could feel his cold hand on my arm.

"Well..I honestly don't know what I dreamed about. That is the truth Edward." Bella said as she looked at him. I placed my fingers on his cheek. "I heard you saying Jacob and my name in your sleep. Are you regretting your choice my love?" He asked calmly.

I sighed. "I am not. I just never thought this choice will affect me. I just afraid how Jacob is feeling now. I picked you over him. I still can't believe you are not angry at me." I said as I bit my bottom lip.

Edward ran his cold hands through my shaggy hair because I still haven't brushed it. "He will understand your choice. I hope he thinks that he wants to see you happy." He said in my ear.

"I hope so. I just hope he doesn't crash the wedding like the moments in the wedding movies. I wonder what Juliet would have done?" I asked Edward who I knew the story of Romeo and Juliet.

"I really don't know the answer to the first part but I think Juliet would figure out who she loves more. Whatever choice you make my love, I will complete try and understand your decision." Edward said and pursed his lips. "Come on. You must be hungry." He said as he helped me up from the bed.

I grabbed a new pair of a black shirt with ragged and holed jeans. I grabbed my brush, toothbrush and perfume and went to the bathroom. I took a long hot shower. I just let my thoughts run with the water against me. I got out and blow dried my hair. I brushed my straight hair and put on my clothes. I threw the dirty towel and clothes in the hamper.

I opened the door and saw Edward standing in front of me. "I am not really hungry maybe we should go see what Alice planned next for our wedding. I know she is dying to tell me which flowers I want at my wedding." I said as I walked slowly down the stairs. Edward followed me closely. "Are you sure you want have a wedding. My offer still stands of turning you tonight." He said.

"No I want to have a wedding. Alice and you have talked me into having a wedding where Renee and Charlie will be there and by the way. When are we going to tell him?" I asked Edward. I hoped he will be a gentleman and do the talking for me. I was too afraid to speak the words marriage and Edward all in one sentence.

I forgot that Charlie was sitting in the living room and heard what I said. My mouth went wide when he stood up and walked toward Edward and I. "What do you mean wedding? I would like you tell me what secret you have. I want a answer now please." He said firmly. I could feel a fight coming on. I sighed and then I heard Edward's voice speak. My heart slowed down for like a second.

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CHAPTER 2 : Plans

I cleared my throat as I heard Edward's velvet voice spoke to Charlie. I actually don't remember what he actually said but I heard Charle let out a few angry sighs and gave me a big hug. "I am glad you understand Dad. I love Edward. I would pick him over anybody." I said.

Before I knew it, Edward walked me out of my house to his shiny, silver Volvo. I never got used to the smell of the leather or the sound of the engine when Edward started the car. It was like a clone of Edward. Beautiful and it sparkles in the sun.

I saw Edward smile at me while I sat in the passenger seat with the buckle belt on me. I saw him put a certain CD in of a band I have never heard of. "Alice gave me this CD. She gave it to me a couple days ago." He said softly.

The one thing I did not like about this car is when Edward was driving it, the speed was fast. I was surprised he didn't get a speeding ticket from the police. And that will just thrill Charlie since he is a police officer himself.

I smiled as Edward pulled into the familiar Cullen house but it looked like a mansion to me like always. I slid out of the car when Edward opened the door for me. I like the way he did that. I walked up to the door and opened it until I saw Alice popped out of nowhere.

"Bella! Hey I got a great idea. How about we have a bridal shower? I think it will be great plus you can invite all of your friends and cousins and second cousins." Alice smiled as she pulled me into the very large living room.

I looked over to Emmett and saw he was quietly talked to Edward. I had no idea what he was telling Edward. I sighed as I saw Alice talking so fast I completely ignored. "...with crystals for the table settings. So what do you think of my plans of the wedding. So can I plan it?" She asked with excitement.

"I...uh..sure I know Edward will be thrilled I guess." I said unsure what all she said about the wedding. I wasn't going to waste time with a normal wedding planner who was planning a wedding that wasn't going to be a normal one because the bride is going to be a vampire after she is married.

"Just simple and easy not fancy Cullen way." I said to Alice. "Oh I keep like that. I will try my best Bella. I have a idea..I heard Emmett talking about a bachelor party to Edward so how about a bachelorette party Bella?" She asked.

"No way Alice! I will not have one of those. I saw them on television where girls are throwing money at a stripper. I don't want that. I don't want one period. What is the point?" I asked Alice. "Fine fine...I just stop at that." She said.

After a hour and half, Alice was talking to me about the wedding. I will sometimes listen in what she was saying and sometimes I will just stare at Edward across the room. Finally he kidnapped me from Alice so he can talk and spend more time with me.

Edward grabbed my gentle hand up into his dark but comfortable room. I saw on the couch that was pushed into the corner. Edward sat by my side. "Is Bella Swan still alive from all that talking?" He asked and gave a laugh.

"Yeah I am barely maybe someone needs to bring me back to life." I said happily. "I am not interested in that kind of stuff. I just told Alice that I want a simple and easy wedding." I added.

"Well that is going to be hard for Alice, Bella. I hope you know what you got yourself into." Edward said. I smiled when he was talking to me. His velvet voice was like music to my ears.

"I am surprised you didn't fall asleep at all. You look a little tired maybe I should carry you home." Edward said. "No I am fine Edward. I am not tired at all. I just didn't' know that this wedding will be so much...talking. I think we should have got eloped to each other. It would have been much much easier." I laughed quietly.

Edward sighed. "No I want to see you to walk down that aisle looking like the most beautiful girl I ever seen in my lifetime." He whispered in my ear. I smiled quietly. I felt his cold voice down my neck then my heart. I felt the blood from my face flood down to my heart.

"I can't do that. I am huge klutz. I will fall down and rolled down the aisle. You know me I love to fall a lot." I laughed. I heard Edward laugh with me. "Like I said a beautiful girl. I love you who you are." He whispered in my ear again.

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