i!SPOILERS!i Eclipse the third book of Twilight series.
Disclaimer : I do not own anything from Stephanie Meyer. All the characters are created by Stephanie Meyer.
1 : SUNSETI love you Jacob, I love you more.
The words ran through my brain like a annoying commercial that comes on every 3 hours on a television. I tried not to think about the kiss, the tears I shed for the choice I made. But I could not change my choice. I am marrying Edward Cullen not Jacob Black. I am choosing a vampire life over a human life with a werewolf.
I laid on the bed with my legs curled up to my arms where I wrapped my arms around my legs. I kept my eyes closed and let my thoughts run through my mind. I haven't cried yet today but I know I am going to cry in front of anyone who asks me if I am alright. Just the other night Edward tried to help me not to cry but I did. I cried so much till I was tired.
I haven't seen Charlie since yesterday night because I fixed him a warm meal for him. God knows he can't cook at all. I don't know how he is going to eat food without me when I moved out to the Cullens house. I know he will manage without me. He managed without me before I went to live with him when I came to Forks 2 years ago.
I sighed as I placed my feet on the cold wooden floor. I rubbed my eyes with my hand. I opened my eyes slowly and saw Edward sitting in the corner. I knew automatically he has been sitting there all night. He walked over to the uncomfortable bed of mine and hugged me gently. "How did you sleep my love?" He asked like his soft and comforting voice.
I let out a long yawn and looked into his golden eyes. "Well I think I did sleep fine." I lied. Edward sighed and he knew I was lying because I am such a terrible liar. "You are lying Bella. Tell me. I could probably help." He said as he put his muscular arm around me. I could feel his cold hand on my arm.
"Well..I honestly don't know what I dreamed about. That is the truth Edward." Bella said as she looked at him. I placed my fingers on his cheek. "I heard you saying Jacob and my name in your sleep. Are you regretting your choice my love?" He asked calmly.
I sighed. "I am not. I just never thought this choice will affect me. I just afraid how Jacob is feeling now. I picked you over him. I still can't believe you are not angry at me." I said as I bit my bottom lip.
Edward ran his cold hands through my shaggy hair because I still haven't brushed it. "He will understand your choice. I hope he thinks that he wants to see you happy." He said in my ear.
"I hope so. I just hope he doesn't crash the wedding like the moments in the wedding movies. I wonder what Juliet would have done?" I asked Edward who I knew the story of Romeo and Juliet.
"I really don't know the answer to the first part but I think Juliet would figure out who she loves more. Whatever choice you make my love, I will complete try and understand your decision." Edward said and pursed his lips. "Come on. You must be hungry." He said as he helped me up from the bed.
I grabbed a new pair of a black shirt with ragged and holed jeans. I grabbed my brush, toothbrush and perfume and went to the bathroom. I took a long hot shower. I just let my thoughts run with the water against me. I got out and blow dried my hair. I brushed my straight hair and put on my clothes. I threw the dirty towel and clothes in the hamper.
I opened the door and saw Edward standing in front of me. "I am not really hungry maybe we should go see what Alice planned next for our wedding. I know she is dying to tell me which flowers I want at my wedding." I said as I walked slowly down the stairs. Edward followed me closely. "Are you sure you want have a wedding. My offer still stands of turning you tonight." He said.
"No I want to have a wedding. Alice and you have talked me into having a wedding where Renee and Charlie will be there and by the way. When are we going to tell him?" I asked Edward. I hoped he will be a gentleman and do the talking for me. I was too afraid to speak the words marriage
all in one sentence.
I forgot that Charlie was sitting in the living room and heard what I said. My mouth went wide when he stood up and walked toward Edward and I. "What do you mean wedding? I would like you tell me what secret you have. I want a answer now please." He said firmly. I could feel a fight coming on. I sighed and then I heard Edward's voice speak. My heart slowed down for like a second.