It hadn’t been all that hard really, letting go. He’d expected it to be so much more difficult, to want to fight, rip and claw at fate…do everything in his power to keep his brother with him. No matter what it meant. After a few months though…reality really started to sink in, the realization that he was going to lose, he was going to lose the one thing more important to him than life and there was nothing he could do about it. But still, he tried, for his sibling’s sake to find the solution. The way out. As time slipped away from them, as their chances slipped away and that light that he’d been grasping onto started to dim, he realized it might actually be ok. Sure he’d miss his brother, but maybe life would go on without him…maybe they’d be ok despite the plains between them.
It still broke his heart when he thought about it, how they’d tried so hard to save each other, comfort and reassure. But it just didn’t work out in the end and they were both lost. But like I said, it hadn’t been that hard in the end…The End…always seems far more final than it really is. You can have more than one end, they both had and they both planned to again. This was just another bump in the road, their father had proven that, they could come back from this and be brothers again. The physical pain of losing him meant nothing compared to the thought of never seeing him ever again. He’d been terrified, for his brother more than himself, always had been…how was he supposed to survive there…so many dangers, so much pain and so many things wanting to make him hurt.
At first, when it had ‘ended’ it seemed like life wouldn’t go on for either of them, that this was it and there was nothing else but pain, darkness and fire. Demons left, right and centre, ghouls after his ass no matter where he went, always catching up to him and always making him wish he had his brother by his side…he’d always been there to save him. But not anymore, not now anyway. He’d miss him until they saw each other again, fire and demons be damned.
They were on a road trip right? Well, this was a fork in the road, each going in another direction, the lines having to cross somewhere…Just another bump in the road. They’d get out of it ok. For now though…they would both just have to wait. Wait until they could escape their hell.
i loved the story-is there more? Please say that there is more!! :)
Wow....how short and random! Lol...yes, is there more?
Which one are you talking about? I know you probably meant it this way, but the way you talk it is as if you could be talking about either.
Glad to see something new up by you Taylor! Missed ya girl, its been a long while since we've had a good chat!
jeeeeez, yeah no kiddin eh?? (sorry, canadian blurp) it's been a while but cause i'm working and still at school and all that i have like little to no time to do anything. i'll think about writing something more on this. in a way i kinda thought about sam being the dead one in this case, somehow he'd broken dean's deal and gone back to where he'd been before. but i don't know i also had a look at sam's side as well.
... i could try making something out of it though if you like *shrugs* who knows lol!!!
LOVE YA KRIS!