Time for some real poetry., So let me show you what poetry is.

Be forewarned. This is not your average love poetry. This is the harsh reality kind of poetry that I have made over the years. Enjoy.

Dispel
Break my bones and you will find
All I needed was my mind
To get me through the path of life
And free me from misguided strife
I found that all my inner confusions
All my pains, were mere illusions
Created by myself from fear
That I would not fit in here
But the time has come to see the path
To end the torment and dispel my wrath
To accept myself for who I am
And now I will do what I can
To repave my roads and not trust in a lie
This shell I shed will never die
But it is a reminder of my past mistakes
Learn from memories and my heartaches
Thus I shall not turn and run again
Turn around, believe and then
Find the strength to break away
So that I will help others someday

Falling in Love
I cry tonight, because I cannot take it
I run tonight, because I couldn?t fake it
The time has come to realize
This isn?t a game and there is no prize
I must stop the tears and end the fight
All my lies, it ends tonight
The time has come to be a man
To learn it?s ok to love again
She broke my heart, she tore it apart
But now she's gone, that work of art
She never even knew my love for her
Because I was too scared of love so pure
And now she?s gone, forever lost
I want her back, no matter the cost
But I cant live that dream any longer
This whole experience will make me stronger
I'll open up my heart again
I will fall in love and then
I can confess my love to her
And this time I can be sure
That she will not be torn away
And in my heart she will stay
But until that time has come for this man
It will be hard to fall in love again.

My Life
My life's a pain
I?m stuck in the rain
I cannot refrain
From grasping images stuck in my mind
I just cannot see
I will not believe
I want to be free
From all of the curses I thought I left behind
I say I won?t go
But still we all know
That it's all a show
And that I?m powerless inside
I try to break free
But cant even breathe
This isn?t me
If it wasn?t for that I would have died
We learn to try
And not to lie
All the times I cried
It never made a change in someone?s life
And now I will choose
To never refuse
And fight the abuse
No longer shall I suffer this strife
This I will swear
But you didn?t care
Life isn?t fair
I can no longer live this lie
Setting me free
I declare it to be
You will all see
That you cannot tell the truth from a lie.

Shadows
All of these shadows, held inside,
All of the rules to which I abide,
Never being who I want to be,
I cannot take the shadows inside of me,
I feel so lost, so lost within,
Never would I do this again,
All of these shadows, hunting me,
All I want to do, is to break free.
So pathetic, so alone,
I have no place that I'll call home,
To be this way, to never feel,
All I want is for these wounds to heal
The shadow inside, the darkness within,
None of it came from my sin,
It came from my mind, so dark and deep,
Every night I close the door and begin to weep,
I see so much, I need to cry,
Never did I, want to die.
But now that I know, this scar wont heal,
The shadow inside is very real,
I?m losing my mind, slipping away,
The shadow seems to be here to stay,
I cannot win; I can not fight,
And now I'm consumed, by the night.

Dark Side
You want me evil, the world will know
That today I deal the final blow
Your world is gone, your society shattered
And all around the blood is spattered
Morbid enough? I should think not.
Because this is the beginning of what I wrought
Demons below cower in fear
Because they know that I am here
Try and run, nothing can save you
And nothing can stop what you're going through
Bloodsoaked nightmares, terrors unheard
Think your God will save you? How absurd.
Your body will falter; your soul will be mine
And nothing will help your, evil nor divine.

New Life
Here today, a new life begins
As was foretold by howling winds
Not human nor beast, but something inside
I feel it stirring, coming alive
In the form of a gift, this is a curse
But from the trouble the shadows disperse
And I use it to help others, to never betray
And if conflicted with a problem to never run away
Only when the solution is found, do I take my leave,
I'll be by your side, whether or not you believe.

Open wounds
All I ever wanted to be was you.
All you ever gave me were open wounds.
And now I see, I see the truth
No longer blinded by ignorance of youth
No more lies, no more fears
All of it contained throughout the years
I'm no longer your slave, I set myself free
But you just wouldn't let me be
It wasn?t enough for me to beg and plead
But you refused to control such lustful greed
And now it has consumed you, you cannot be saved
The demon inside will continue to rage
Until I am the one who will set you free
Despite all the things you have done to me
I have forgiven your lies, I will forget my pain
Bathe in the light of the Holy rain
If you truly regret, then I will forgive
But promise me, that you will let me live.

Yesterday
Yesterday, was the promise of a new day
Silence gone and listen to the wind sway
But yesterday's gone, I see sadness lies ahead
I tried to sleep it off until you said
"Listen to me now, I don't care what you say
Your life will not always be this way,
The thrill of tomorrow lies ahead,
So wake up now, and get out of bed."
So I rose to the dawn, to be with you,
And the light blinded me, revealing the truth.

Tears
Tonight I cried out your name
But it turned out to be in vain
I dropped to my knees and shed the tears
Of built up torment over the years
I let it all out, it'll take me some time
And when it is over, I'll seek what is mine
I'll take back my feelings, my time and my life
And my coldness will cut through you as a knife
You shouldn't have awoken the darkness inside
I shall not forgive the one for which I cried
Until I find you, you can feign ignorance
But the time has come for your repentance
Soon you will beg and plead for me to spare you
But you'll never see this night through
Because all of these feelings, inside my head,
Because all of those tears, can't be unshed.

Untitled
If you looked at me, what would you see?
An empty shell of what you used to be.
Passions gone and time that flows
And what lies ahead, nobody knows
To look at me is to look away
To try and hide is to betray
And in your mind, you think you are free
But your heart knows, you can't escape from me
And when you accept the fact that nothing is right
You'll become lost in the forever of night
Many others would choose to refuse
And use blatant ignorance as an excuse
And look in the mirror, thinking it's fine
But this is where I draw the line
Your mirror is not a mirror at all
Your mirror is a painting on the wall
That you yourself drew a long time ago
Of what you wanted to be, it's all just a show
But nobody's watching, they're drawing their own lies
And making it up as they go along
And fully knowing that they are wrong
But when they run out of room, they'll have to look at the truth
But then they'll ignore that, and blame that on the youth.

Dark Corners
A silent rage, a hurricane,
Everything that I can't see and can't explain,
Never being good enough for you
And the loss of feelings that I hold true.
Nightmares at night that kill your mind
As I destroy your body and leave nothing behind
A scream in the dark to be remembered by
And nothing is left, as you being to cry
You'll beg for sanity, to keep your life
But now you see what it is to be cut with MY knife
You wont just die tonight, your soul is destroyed
And you are lost forever in the void
I'll laugh at your torment as you beg to be set free
Even when i let go you can't escape from me
Here I am, now you want to fight?
Fight me all you want, such a pitiful sight
Too blinded by apathy to see I am you
Dark Corners where I hide and I turned you true
Now dance, puppet, dance! You're coming on next
Keep on dancing, still feeling vexed
I'll wind you up and you'll dance again
And then you can dance with your homemade sin
There's no happy ending here, you are mine forever more
You could never fathom what I have in store
A thousand and twelve more nightmares for you
And I'll laugh at it all, it'll never be through.

Blood on the floor
What I do behind this closed door
I have to clean up the blood on the floor
People who cross me find themsleves beaten senseless
And nobody can escape, so dont f*ck with this
Once I'm through with you, you'll be dead
So enjoy the torture on your body, in your head
Throw you to the ground and cut you some more
And then I'll have to clean the blood off the floor.

Tonight
The moonlight shines over your eyes and breaks across your face
And you still can't see why it's a part of the human race
Tonight was the night to bring an end to it all
But you couldn't foresee the unbreakable wall
Shackled by this hatred you couldn't let die
You wanted to end it so you couldn't live this lie
But then my words whispered inside your head
You grow ever furious, remembering what I said
How I told you you're worthless, and broken inside
I said to wake up, to stop living this lie
You kept on refusing to listen to me
But tonight, I have set you free.

A Cry
I'm stuck in the darkness where I can hardly see
Can't make out the path or or see the rain in front of me
I looked into your eyes but there was nothing to see
No sadness no anger just a reflection of me
Turn around and the light is gone
And there's no hope of seeing the dawn
I look around and I think I see hope
But it's only my pride hanging from a rope
There's nothing left in this world anymore
And I cry out your name as I drop to the floor
But you just pass me by and don't even spare a glance
You just ignored me, didn't give me a chance.
What can I do to escape my past
And how can I make this life last
When all that I did was try to be me
But you covered your eyes so that you wouldn't see
All the torment that you started
And now I rest among the departed
But that wasn't enough to satsify you
No, you had to pull me back through
I've been to heaven and I've been through hell
And all of it is just as well
Because now I see who you truly are
You are someone not so far
I look around and see that you are nearer
Because I am looking in the mirror.

What is it?
How can I begin to live
If you won't let me go
And all the love I had
There's nothing left to show
I tried to run away
And get so far from here
But I was locked inside
And now I'm left in fear
As I write this down
I try to look away
But as I close my eyes
It seems here to stay
I can't stop it from coming
And you will know it's here
When the entire world
Quakes with fear.

Kill you
I'll kill you. Plain and simple.
You think you're safe up in your room?
I know where you live, I know what you do.
I sit outside the window choosing your doom
I thought I would cut you
deep in the throat with a knife
Then thought better of it
Decided better, how to end your life
I won't leave any marks
Or even your soul
You will be devoured
inside this hole
I've made your life hell
and then hurt you even more
Yet you still aren't standing
at the final door
You think it's bad now
Wait until I finish with you
You won't even remember
the meaning of virtue
All you'll know is pain
You'll forget happiness
and then you will be consumed
Into the Abyss

Did you read them all? Don't use them without crediting me.

whoa all of those poems make mine look like they r a bunch of spam they r better than mine i give 2 thumbs up

Hmm.. there seems to be a problem posting the word ::BLEEP::... odd.

If you have read them all, which ones did you like the most? I enjoy constructive criticism.

i like kill u that is good kida funny oh have u read my poems they r not all that great but i like to make poems i am thinking of adding another one

Yes, I read your poems, but they didn't appeal to me. Something in the flow of the words was offsetting.

Interesting, but a little repetitive. Each poem kind of says the same thing as the one before it.

I like Yesterday the best.

i liked tears it was really good and so was all the other poems

Has anyone found my deeper meaning I put in the Untitled poem?

im baffled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive mad some sad poems in my life but....thje hell?!!!!!!!!!! did u really make that or r u just kiddin us!!!!!????????damn!!!!!!!!!!1

Yes, those are all copyrighted to me.

wow...that's some good poetry...better than mine!!