vent_your_anger.topic, Had a bad day! Scream it here!

ugh, stop poisoning me with your trash god damnit you retard!

someone burn the trash in the MIDDLE of the NIGHT! it's apparently not from our street. must be from another street and the smell got carried here by the wind..

ugh, retards!

i catch a cold :( ugh please go away already! my teeth hurts ._.

stupid Fan, fell on my finger while i was trying to adjust it.

cut my finger without breaking the skin.. so it bled under the skin and throbbed like hell, because of the pressure my outporing blood was putting on the skin. BUT i had to leave it because it stops invection if the skin isn't broken

now i have a blood blister that looks like two drops of black blood or black rice on my pinky...

it looks weird/gross.. atleast its stopped hurting.


:/

Couldn't you have just opened it and sterilized it after with some hydrogen peroxide or something?

What do you mean adjusting it? You should probably turn it off when you do that. D:

Well, today was kinda interesting, since I got yelled the crap outta me by a teacher infamous for his...cranky attitude. For what? For not realizing he was behind me telling me the computer lab was closed. Or maybe I knew he was behind me telling me the lab was closed, and I replied to him "wait, I think I left a file in the room, can I stay here for a minute?" but he didn't hear me. I don't remember what happened exactly. Anyway, he called me "disrepectful" for not "responding" to him, and was practically screaming "get out!" while I was literally stunned from the yelling.

Then again, he's the dude who kicked my friend out of the computer lab for making "funny faces" at him. In actuality, she was giggling at something and happened to look up and see him pass by. I saw that happen >_>.

Maybe I should learn how to speak louder--that or the people in my school are deaf >_>.

its better for it to not be opened.

and. it was off. i was adjusting its hight when it fcolapsed to its shortest height , and my finger got caught.

Well, my laziness has kicked my butt AGAIN. So I ask for a display board that I thought was due the next day and he gets mad. So I retreat to my room after squeaking a "nevermind." Now my grandma comes up and says to him, "You know that kid has only one thing on his mind." and by that, she means games. So he calls me and asked my if I played games all day yesterday. Now he saw me sit in my room and install sometihng on my flash drive before leaving for practice. But when he did lieave, I probably played for an hour or two. Being the wuss I am, I could not shape the NO that was forming into my head. So now all pieces of technology+guitar have been taken. I don't blame the guy, since he has alot on his plate lately. I DO blame my grandma though. So later in the day, my grandma just goes off blurting things. "What's wrong with you? You got your brain on your okole (butt in hawaiian)! You know your brother and your sister were never this way, they were afraid to get your dad mad and blah blah freaking BLAH." I walk in an aggresively brisk manner to room and cried. I'm not them. I know I had it easy, but how the hell do you know how I fell inside? I have a major sense of guilt. I don't like to let people down, and when I do, it weighs heavily on me. I just don't like being compared to others, or misunderstood for that manner. I'm not them, I never will be. That was then, but this is now. But half an hour before that, I left a message on MS word for my grandmother to read next she goes on the computer: "I'm not a one trick pony with a one track mind.". I hope she got the message. And to make things worse, I found out that the board was due NEXT FREAKING WEEK. Only the judging was today. So all that unecessary drama was for nothing. I just wanna melt. Even into a false image, I just want to go away.
Life just suck, doesn't it? I know I might just be acting spoiled and childish, but typing it just gets it off my mind.

walloftextgo!

i miss my friends. been so long since i hung out with my real life friends. *le sigh* i've become more like my mom every day.. .____. she used to not have any friends after marriage.

will the history repeat itself? :noose:

its cold...i hate it

i should stop looking at wedding photos... they make me sad :sniffle:

so, my roomate prefers to sleep than help me get our sick cat who hasn't ate or drank anything in 2 days to the vet. shows how much she cares, huh?

You kidding? Im sure she thinks having a dead pet would give her SO MUCH inspiration for her poetry :B

(If you're reading this, you know who you are, Hi, and good god you are a lazy piece of shit waste of a life. Congratulations)

Aww, K! If you move here, I'll be your friend! *hugs*

*hugs D too* I hope your kitty is ok! I am not surprised that she is not willing to help take care of the kitties she asked for, so I'm glad they have someone awesome like you to keep them happy. =D